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We are now at the halfway point of this story. This chapter required a bit more editing (more about that later) before I was ready to publish, but it's also one of my favourites, because of its connections between the two main storylines (Aurora at 12 and Aurora at 15-16).
So, in the previous chapter, Aurora and Polk strike out cross-country, eventually following a quiet rail line across rural Saskatchewan on their way to Saskatoon, while Aurora makes connections between her strange abilities and the forces that are pursuing her. She confides in Polk, and they enjoy the time that they share... until the following night when Polk sleeps, and Aurora inadvertantly picks up the dreams he's been broadcasting. Those dreams show that Polk was connected to the dark man who is following her, and has known more about her than he's let on. So Aurora now strikes out alone. What dangers await? Read on.
The Dream King's Daughter - Chapter Six: Solitude
The following Monday at school, Aurora found herself in the cloakroom, hanging up her jacket beside Anne. The two girls looked at each other.
"Hey," said Aurora.
"Hey," said Anne.
They stood in silence.
"Look," said Anne. "I'm sorry."
Relief flooded into Aurora so hard it made her dizzy. "I'm sorry too!"
"It's just that... yeah, you're right, I'm jealous," said Anne. "Your mom can afford to get you all the good stuff, and my parents can barely get me a cake on my birthday. I just... I didn't think you could see it."
"I didn't," stammered Aurora. "It's... complicated."
"I like you," said Anne. "You're a good friend. I just wish---"
"I know," said Aurora.
They clasped hands. Without meaning to, Aurora looked Anne in the eye.
Laughter ripples through the classroom, rising in waves to a crescendo. Aurora stands in everybody's sights, her presentation forgotten, eyes wide like a deer caught in the headlights.
"Um..." Aurora's mouth opens and closes. Tears trickle down her cheeks. Even Miss Daultry is laughing.
Aurora snatched her hands from Anne's grasp. She backed away.
"What?" said Anne, blinking at her. "Aurora, what?"
Aurora turned away and stormed out of the cloakroom, leaving Anne behind.
At the door to the classroom, Aurora ran into an oncoming flurry of arms.
She recoiled, but Albijana caught her and wrapped her in a hug. Aurora stood, arms locked to her sides, as Albijana held her close.
"It worked!" Albijana squeezed tighter. "It worked!"
"What worked?"
"In my dream. When the planes came, I chose to fly. I found my Dad and we flew away."
The light dawned. "You did?" Aurora broke into a grin.
Albijana nodded vigorously. "I did! We flew over the ocean! We stood on clouds!"
Aurora hugged Albijana. "That's great!" Then she gently eased Albijana's arms away and stepped back. "That's wonderful!"
Albijana beamed. "Thank you!"
At the head of the classroom, Miss Daultry clapped her hands and called the class to attention. Albijana turned and headed for her desk.
As Aurora watched, she felt herself grinning like an idiot, even as Miss Daultry rebuked her for not getting to her desk quick enough. She couldn't stop. Her heart felt suddenly and impossibly light.
I could use this, she thought.
I could use this.
#
Aurora stepped carefully in the waning moonlight, alert for holes or sudden dips she could twist her ankle in. The grasses brushed her jeans. The wind made the only sound.
By the time the sky was starting to lighten, she was miles away from Polk. Rolling hills surrounded her. She might as well be the last person on Earth, now.
When the sun peeked over her shoulder, brightening the landscape into ridges of flower and shadow, Aurora put it on her left and headed south. She was used to waiting tables. She was used to being on her feet all day. But her legs ached, and there was still far to go.
People can die in situations like this, she thought. People have died. I'm crossing a wilderness on foot at the height of summer. Only an idiot would try this.
Call me an idiot, then. What choice do I have?
The sun rose. Its heat pressed down on her back like a hand. The birds twittered. She hunched down, focusing on each step as she plodded forward. Step by step, she was getting closer to her goal.
Whatever that goal was.
The shadows grew shorter. The birds stopped twittering. Aurora's legs ached. Her head ached. She stopped and gulped down a bottle of water. She looked out at the rolling landscape and moaned.
A faint noise from behind her caught her attention. She looked around, but she was in a gigantic bowl and could see nothing. She listened hard. It came again.
"Aurora!" It was Polk's voice, at the top of his lungs, but at the very edge of her hearing. He was very far back. She couldn't see him. That meant he couldn't see her, either. She shouldered her canvas sack and wiped the sweat from her face. Taking a deep breath, she strode on faster.
Polk's cry echoed over the rolling landscape.
"No, Polk," she muttered. "Leave me alone."
"Why?" Anne fell into step beside her. "Why do you always want to be alone?"
Aurora looked up and stumbled. Anne caught her by the arm and steadied her. Aurora stared at her.
Anne looked years older than when Aurora had last seen her. Well, it had been years since she had last seen her.
"What are you doing here?!"
"Keeping you from talking to yourself, of course," said Anne. "You don't want to make people think you're crazy, do you?"
Aurora let out a short, sharp laugh and walked on. "Too late." She looked at her former best friend again. Anne wore a fuchsia crop top, dark jeans and shiny running shoes. The designer labels were tastefully prominent. "How did you afford all that stuff?"
"Got a job. Clothing store. Employee discount. They're the only good clothes I have."
"Mother still scrimping?"
Anne shrugged. "Yeah, but she's going to get me to college. What about you?" She ran her eyes up and down Aurora. "You look like you haven't seen the inside of a Lululemon in years."
"I haven't. What's so bad about that? I'm working."
Anne chuckled.
"What's so funny?"
"It's just weird," Anne said. "We've swapped places, haven't we?"
Aurora scratched the back of her neck and smiled. "It's been an interesting few years."
"Really?" Anne flicked an eyebrow. "Not if you spent it the way you spent the last months I saw you. You went off into your own world there. Wasn't it lonely?"
"Of course it was! You think I wanted this? Not being able to look anybody in the eye?" Aurora waved her hands, shaking the argument off. "This is stupid! You don't know any of this stuff! You're a figment of my imagination!"
"Or a hallucination brought about by thirst," said Anne. "Then again, maybe not. You read dreams, Aurora. You read my dreams. Do you think any explanation is going to make sense? Maybe I'm dreaming. Maybe you're reaching into my dreams, pulling me out to talk to you. Ever think of that?"
"Why would I do that?"
"Maybe you have questions?"
Aurora gave her a sideways look. "Do people miss me back home?"
Anne tilted her head. "We wondered where you went. There were a lot of rumours. But after a few weeks with no news, we moved on." She shrugged. "What did you expect? It's been, like, years!"
Aurora looked at her feet and kicked up dust as she walked. "I know."
"I missed you." Anne reached out and clasped Aurora's hand.
"Even after all I said to you?" asked Aurora.
"I'm sorry," said Anne. "I was jealous. I couldn't help that. But just because I was jealous didn't mean I didn't want to be your friend."
Aurora smiled. "Thanks."
They plodded along, Anne standing tall, Aurora bent nearly double by the weight of the sun and the canvas bag.
"How long have you been walking?" Anne asked.
"You sound like Polk," Aurora muttered.
"It's a simple question."
"Not long enough!"
"You're going to kill yourself if you don't rest."
"I can't," said Aurora.
"You have to--"
"I can't!" Aurora shouted. "If I lie down, I'll just stare at the sky and drive myself crazy. Don't you understand? I don't sleep. I haven't slept since I got my first period. It just doesn't happen."
Anne chuckled and shook her head. "And to think I was jealous of you." Her smile shifted to a frown. "You have to try."
Aurora grimaced as pain shot up her calves. "I'm on the run. I can't waste time trying to sleep--"
She stumbled on the uneven ground. Anne grabbed her, and a second set of hands helped haul her up.
Aurora blinked to find herself staring into Albijana's older but still cheery grin.
"You need rest," said Albijana. "You've been walking two days straight. What, you think you're Superman or something?"
"Are you two ganging up on me?" Aurora looked from one to the other blearily. She struggled to focus on the landscape ahead.
"Come on," said Albijana. "We'll keep the nightmares at bay. It's the least I can do."
Roger flashed into existence in front of them. Aurora flinched. Albijana scowled, and Roger vanished in a haze of heat.
"I don't--" Aurora began.
"Try," Anne and Albijana chorused.
"You can take our dreams," said Anne. "Maybe that's not the only thing you can borrow."
They pushed her up the hill. As she walked, they faded into the air behind her. Aurora reached the top and looked around.
The landscape spread out around her. It seemed to go on forever. And above her there was only sky.
She dropped to her knees and fell backward onto the wild grasses. She looked up at the blue dome and felt as though she were flying.
It was as though she had shrunk to the size of an ant or a microbe. She felt as though the blades of grass towered over her. She felt as if everything was around her, and yet she felt as if, in the whole universe, there was only her.
Even if she were naked, she couldn't have been more vulnerable, or more free.
"So, this is what it's like to dream." Her eyelids fluttered. "I'd forgotten."
And, for the first time she could remember, she voluntarily fell asleep.
#
A grass stalk tickled Aurora's face and she woke. Waking up felt weird, like surfacing from deep water. She sat up and shielded her eyes against the sunset. She looked around. Everything looked the way she had left it, but it all felt different. She felt refreshed. Her legs didn't ache, but there was more. The world spoke to her in crisp colour. The ground was ochre, the sky above a rich blue.
She stood and stretched, then took deep breaths of the cooling evening air. If this was what it was like to wake up, she felt a little sad to have missed out all these years. But she was ready to take on the world.
"Thanks, Anne," she muttered. "Thanks, Albijana."
She drank a bottle of water, pacing herself so she didn't chug it, and ate a breakfast (or was it a dinner?) of cold beans. Then she picked up the bag. Keeping the sunset on her right, she walked on.
As she walked, she watched a thunderstorm drift north -- not like the one in her dream at Matron's diner, but a single isolated storm, rising in the late day heat and marching across the rolling fields to the west, trailing a shadow of rain and lancing the ground with lightning. In the rolls of thunder, she felt her heart flutter and lift. She waved at the storm as it passed. An airplane passed overhead, the sound of its engines rising above the wind, and she shaded her eyes to watch it. She walked until half the sky was dark and the sun glowed red on the horizon.
She froze at a sound like a baby rattle. I heard that before recently. Where? She looked around and spotted movement. She turned. The head of a rattlesnake rose above the tall grass.
Another rattle behind her. And another to her left. Aurora turned some more. Eight rattlesnakes surrounded her, arranged like the points of a compass. Each was over a metre long, their patterned backs the colour of stone.
What the heck?
Aurora ducked back as a snake approached and tried to dodge between two of them, only to have the snakes slither into her path. Their eyes followed her as she backed up to the centre of the circle. This isn't natural. Were there ever any rattlesnakes around here? Isn't this too far north?
It's another trap.
She scanned the horizon, and spotted a figure coming towards her out of the northwest, a silhouette against the sunset. She glared, recognizing him before he called out to her.
"Hello, there!" Salvadore stopped outside the circle of snakes and stood with his hands clasped behind his back. "You look like you could use a little help! How fortunate that I just happened along--"
"Oh, just cut the crap!"
Salvadore gave her a disappointed look. Then he drew himself up. "Come with me."
She folded her arms. "No!"
He took a deep breath and stepped forward. "Come with me... please?"
Aurora cocked her head. "You know, you might have considered asking me nicely, first, before you drugged me!"
He raised his eyebrows. "Would you really have come with me if I'd asked politely first?"
"I'd have wanted to know why."
"Ah. Well, then. I'm sorry. I wouldn't have had the time to explain. I don't do well with questions that have complicated answers. Now, are you coming or not?" He gestured, and the snakes slithered towards her.
Aurora backed up. "How did you find me?" she snapped, desperate.
He grinned. "It wasn't hard when I found your trail, though you do move fast for such a little one. Don't you sleep?"
Aurora let out a laugh of disbelief. "You found me in mile after mile of Saskatchewan wilderness and then came right here, right away? I don't believe it! Where'd you even park?"
He shrugged. "I admit, I had a lucky break. We can travel fast if we need to. At the speed of dreams, you might say."
Aurora backed away from an advancing snake, but at Salvadore's words, she jerked up. "What did you say?"
"Surely, you've guessed this already! People like me - like us - play in the collective unconscious of the human mind - the dreamworld, you might say. All I needed was the subconscious thoughts of someone who had you in their line of sight to realize where you were and, with a bit of an effort, materialize."
"But I haven't seen anybody since--" Her mouth dropped open. "The airplane?"
"And there I was!" He winced and rubbed his back. "Bit of a hard landing. That's one reason we don't do that too often." He clasped his hands together. "Now, I know you're playing for time, so here's the deal: come with me and get a full explanation of what's going on. Don't and-- oh, where did it go?" He patted his pockets and pulled out a vial and a syringe. "I inject you with this life-saving antivenom after these snakes--"
There was a flash of movement. Aurora yelled as a snake struck at her. She ducked away, tumbled, and suddenly the snakes were upon her, rattling. She flung up her hands. She heard the shift of air as the snakes struck -- then a click as they hit... something. Then silence.
She opened her eyes, then looked up, heart pounding. The snakes surrounded her, staring down, jaws open, venom dripping, all leaning at an angle that suggested they were leaning on glass. They looked almost sheepish.
Aurora blinked. Did I do that? How did I do that?
She moved her hands, gestured and thought, get away from me.
The snakes closed their mouths and slithered away, disappearing into the undergrowth. Aurora sat up.
Salvador cleared his throat. "That was... interesting. You're not as helpless as you look."
Nobody could be as helpless as I look, thought Aurora. But as the last of the rattlesnakes vanished, she felt a surge of hope.
"Okay, then." Salvadore pocketed the vial and syringe. "New plan. You still want that explanation, right?"
Aurora shoved herself to her feet. She glared at Salvadore. "Who sent you?"
He nodded brightly. "Come with me and I'll tell you."
"No. Tell me here, now!"
"I told you the answer's complicated. Do you really want to know, right now?"
"Of course I do!"
"Your father."
"What? No!"
Salvadore sighed. "See? I knew you wouldn't believe me. This is why I don't have these conversations just standing around outside."
"I never knew my father!" Aurora yelled "He was never around when I grew up. Never! Mom didn't talk about him. There aren't any pictures of him--"
He shook his head, smiling sadly. "Just because you've never seen your father doesn't mean he isn't looking for you. Why do you think your mother ran?"
Aurora gaped at him.
He smiled and reached out. "Come with me, and I will explain everything. Isn't it time you learned the truth?"
Aurora stared, then took a tentative step forward. Suddenly, Matron's voice echoed in her head: You can't let him take you, girl! It'll be disaster if he does! She saw the funnel cloud of crows descending; heard the rifle going off.
She stepped back. "No."
Salvadore's glare darkened the sky, but Aurora stood firm. "No. I'm done. I'm sick of being hunted. I'm sick of being played with. I'm going to walk away and nothing, and no one, is going to stop me."
Salvadore smirked. "You'll be leaving your boyfriend in the lurch."
Aurora's nostrils flared. "He's not my boyfriend!"
"Maybe not, but he certainly sees himself as your knight in shining armour," said Salvadore. "Fought valiantly, I must say. It'll hurt to realize you've abandoned him. Though I don't think the hurt will last much longer." He checked his watch. "Nope. Not much longer at all."
The colour drained from Aurora's cheeks. "What--"
Salvadore ran at her, yelling. Without thinking, Aurora ducked aside, tripped him, and punched him on the back of his neck as he went down. She turned to run, then fell as he grabbed her ankle. She kicked, but he wouldn't let go. Her mind roiled as adrenalin kicked in.
I'm fighting for my life against a man who can control snakes! In a world where I'm attacked by my dreams.
Wait! I controlled the snakes, too, or blocked them. What if--
She imagined snakes. She remembered them. She remembered a spring morning when she and Mom went north of Winnipeg to Narcisse where dens of garter snakes came out from hibernation. There were thousands of them. Tens of thousands. She shuddered at the memory. The ground had seethed.
And as she remembered this, the ground dropped beneath Salvadore.
He yelled as snakes slithered around him. He yelled louder when the slithered over him. Aurora struggled to scramble back, but his grip tightened on her ankle as he sank like in quicksand. "No!" he shouted, fear and shock in his voice. "No! Don't leave me!"
Aurora aimed her other foot and smashed it into his nose.
He let go. The garter snakes covered him, and he vanished underground. A hand reached desperately for the sky before sinking. The snakes sank too, until only grass and dirt remained.
Aurora sat up, gasping, staring at the sunken ground where Salvadore had been. She took a deep breath: "Holy sh--"
Her words caught in her throat. What did he say about Polk?
Aurora scrambled to her feet. "Polk!" she shouted. "Polk!"
She ran back the way she'd come.
#
Aurora stumbled in the dying evening light. "Polk!" she shouted. "Polk!"
She kept running until she'd left Salvadore far behind, but she couldn't outrun the fear that gripped her chest. How was she going to find Polk in all of this emptiness?
She staggered to a stop. "Polk!"
Only the wind answered.
She beat her fists against her sides. This isn't fair? If Polk dies because of me, I'll never forgive myself! She ran her hand through her hair. I can read people's dreams. That has to be good for something. There has to be some way to find Polk. Has to be!
She lowered her hands. Maybe there is a way. It's a longshot, but what choice do I have?
She closed her eyes and took slow, deep breaths. Cleansing breath in, stressed air out. Cleansing breath in. She held it. Thank you, Dr. Zane. Another breath. Where are you, Polk?
She turned slowly and stopped when she felt a tug on her mind, a tug like north pulling the point of a compass. She took a step forward, then another. And another. The pull came stronger.
Aurora opened her eyes. She was facing roughly the way she'd come last night. There was nothing in front of her but more rolling hills, but she set off at a run. She ran until the twilight disappeared. She stumbled in the dark, drawn by that magnetic pull, until the moon rose in the southeast. She brushed past grasses and leafy saskatoon shrubs. Bullberry thorns snagged her jeans, but she pushed on. Finally, when she was almost out of breath, she reached a clearing and the pull stopped. Aurora stopped. She staggered a little as she looked around.
"Polk?" she croaked.
She tripped on something at the edge of the clearing and fell full length. She sat up and looked, and her hand went to her mouth.
Polk lay tangled in the saskatoons. Their stalks and leaves wrapped around him, holding him half-upright, binding his legs and arms and twisting him into a painful, unnatural shape. More stalks had clamped over his mouth, while others had wrapped across his neck.
His eyes were closed. He wasn't breathing. As Aurora watched, the stalks tightened around his neck.
She scrambled forward. "No! Let him go! Let him go!" She grabbed and tore at the stalks. They held like rope and twisted in her fingers. Yelling, she clawed at the plant. Bits came free. Stalks snapped. Another branch swung at her, but she batted it away. She tore away the leaves and attacked the stalks with her hands, her nails, her feet and her teeth until the last stalk came free, and she pulled Polk's limp body into the clearing. The plants stretched out to grab her, but drew back when they couldn't reach her.
Aurora crouched on her hands and knees, breathing heavily. "Polk? Polk!" She slapped his cheeks, listened for a breath, checked his pulse. She found it, weak and slow, and sobbed with relief. He was still alive. But he wouldn't be for long if he didn't start breathing.
She tilted his head back, opened his mouth and pinched his nose. Placing her mouth over his, she breathed into him. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw his chest rise. She pulled back, then breathed into him again. And again.
On her fifth try, Polk coughed. His eyes fluttered open. His voice was barely a whisper. "Are you doing the Prince Charming role, now?"
She laughed. Her eyes glistened and she cleared her nose with a sniff. "You're okay!"
He beamed at her. Then his eyes widened, and he rolled away suddenly, and lay, retching, his hands to his throat. He wheezed. Aurora kept her hand on his back. Polk collapsed on his stomach and breathed deep. Coughs spasmed through him again. In between gasps, he said, "I searched for you. Salvadore found me."
"I know. He found me too."
He looked up at her. "How -- did you -- get away?"
"He wanted to take me alive. That made it easier."
"Oh." Polk took several more gasping breaths. "Where is he?"
She nodded over her shoulder. "Back there somewhere. But we should get going." She got her hands under his arm and helped him stand.
He straightened up and looked at her. "Why did you run away?"
"Not now." Supporting his weight on her shoulder, she pulled him forward. "Where are the railway tracks?"
"This way," he wheezed. They shuffled forward to the edge of the clearing. Aurora flashed the plants a searing look, and they parted to let them pass.
Together, Aurora and Polk staggered into the night.
#
The next hours blurred as they stumbled across the moonlit prairie, scratching themselves on grasses and thorns. Polk was soon able to walk without Aurora's help, but she kept hold of his hand. He occasionally coughed or touched his throat. Aurora kept pace, but her mind tossed and turned.
"Who sent you?"
"You really want to know?"
"Yes!"
"Your father."
"What? No!"
"Just because you've never seen your father doesn't mean he's dead. Or that he isn't looking for you. Why do you think your mother ran?"
How could this monster who could call up crows, attack her in dreams, and hire snake-masters, be her father? It was incredible.
Her eyes focused on Polk, a wilting shadow in the moonlight. His dream showed me he'd known this crow-man who was after me. Awake, though, he's clearly not on that crow-man's side. Why is he protecting me?
They reached the tracks with the moon overhead. They walked on south, rocks clacking beneath their feet as they stepped from tie to tie. Aurora hefted the bag over her shoulders and kept a close eye on Polk, who walked in a daze.
He's exhausted, she thought. Well, why wouldn't he be? I slept through most of the day and haven't had plants strangle me.
But it wasn't safe to stand still anymore. The tussle with Salvadore showed that the ones who were after her were no longer watching just the road. And given how Salvadore had found her, pointing to the airplane, that told her that once she got to Saskatoon, she'd be even easier to find.
So, we have to keep moving. And there's no way Polk is going to be able to do that for much longer. And in this barren place, there were so few places to hide.
So, what the hell do I do? Pray?
I suppose it couldn't hurt.
Lord, get us out of this mess. Please.
Polk looked up. "What's that?"
Aurora looked. A pickup truck was parked on the rails of a track siding. Aurora frowned, then saw that the truck had been modified to run on those rails. The rubber wheels pushed it forward, but metal wheels in front and behind kept the truck on track. The logo of the railway was plastered on the truck doors, as they saw when they came up beside it.
Oh my. Aurora glanced up at the sky.
Polk tried the door handle on the truck's passenger side. It opened easily. The interior light went on.
"We're not going to steal somebody's ride," said Aurora.
"There's nobody around. Maybe they left it here and took a train home?"
Aurora scanned the horizon. There were no lights, no houses, no camp. "Are the keys in the ignition?"
Polk leaned into the cab. "Nope."
Aurora nodded. It couldn't have been that easy.
"I could hotwire it, though."
"What?" Aurora pulled him from the cab. "Where did you learn how to do that?"
He looked at her seriously. "From Joe and his gang. We were bored. We didn't have anything else to do."
"So, you stole cars?!"
"I didn't!" snapped Polk. "I don't know about Joe. But... I think it was only his dad's car, and he put it back because there was nowhere else to go."
Aurora heaved a huge sigh. "God, I miss the big city."
Polk reached behind the steering wheel. (A steering wheel? thought Aurora. On a railroad?) He began pulling out wires. Two minutes later, the engine roared to life, and Aurora decided she would buy an anti-theft device for her first car.
But as Polk shifted over into the driver's side, Aurora reached through the window and tugged his sleeve. She pointed at the passenger seat. "You sit there. I'm driving."
"I can handle this--"
"Just get some rest, okay?" She tugged harder.
He sagged like a handful of wet noodles. Then he straightened up. "You promise not to run off?"
She smiled at him and crossed her heart.
He settled into the passenger seat and leaned back. Aurora came around the truck and slid into the driver's seat. The dashboard was similar to Matron's station wagon, with a set of railway-related computer equipment Aurora thought she could safely ignore. She pulled the truck into gear and pressed the accelerator. She reached for the steering wheel, then pulled back as the rails did the steering for her. There was a clatter underfoot as the siding merged with the mainline. The metal wheels sang as the truck picked up speed.
Polk began to snore. Images of his wheat field dream invaded her vision, but she pushed them away and concentrated on the drive.
"It'll be okay," she muttered. The headlights lit up a signpost beside the rails. It said 'SASKATOON: 200KM' "It'll be okay. Matron told us to go to the city. She must have known what she was doing. Maybe the person she is sending us to can help us."
The rails sang beneath her and the ties rushing at her blurred.
It won't be long, now.